Why me...........?

Why do I always have to understand the situation???

Why does I was the one who has to be matured one???

Why does I was the one who has to be silent even if I feel like I have to cry a tons???

Why does I was the one who has to bear all of the burden of the past???

Why does I have to take blame of the thing which I haven't even done in first place???

Why do I have to take punishment of the sins which I haven't done?

Why does it have to be me???? Always me???

She is tired.......too tired to think about what was her fault? what did she had done wrong this time? what is her mistake now? too tired...... so much that she is too much tired to breathe.............
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They say I am lucky, then why do I feel unlucky when they look at me?

They say I am pretty, then why do I feel ugly when they look at me?

They say I am successful, then why do I feel like I have always failed in my life when they look at me?

They say I am one blessing, they why do I feel like disgrace when they look at me?

They say they want to be like me, they why do I feel like I don't even want to live?

She is ray of sunshine they say but they didn't know that she really did hide the darkness in her so that world around her can bloom in happiness.

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"What is the cost of happiness?" she asked watching him leave towards door.

He stopped then turn around and told her,"The one which you cannot afford"

She replied to him turning around, chuckling sadly,"I know" making him clenched his fist as he watched her life crumbled away from her eyes.

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