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My Beautiful Hallucination

Lemon_Cookie205

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Reads 203
Votes 24
Parts 10
Time 1h 25m

Lemon_Cookie205

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THINGS MENTIONED:
//mental illness// //attempted suicide// //character death//  //suicide//
//Bullying// //derealization//

(I AM NOT AN EXPERT ON MENTAL ILLNESS OR HOW HALLUCIATIONS REALLY WORK SO DONT COME AT ME. IF SO DO IT IN A WAY TO HELP ME BE EDUCATED)

George is cursed with a mental illness that causes him to always hallucinate almost everything around him. he's gotten so used to it to the point he cant tell whats fake and what's reality. he goes to a library to read so he can get his mind of his mirages but meets a beautiful man. Dream.

He starts to fall for him but he doubts whether he is fake or real... this interferers  with him ,and his best friend, Bad's friendship which he has to try and fix. 
(story is mostly focused on him and Bads relationship and how George loving Dream affects it)All Rights Reserved

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Out Of Control - How It Ended by lisaaaaa1616

Clay and George got married and life seemed to be back to perfect. They were married, happy and healthy. Though, everything changes when George has to get used to an adult's life when he feels like everything but an adult. Clay and George start drifting apart when Clay starts to suffer from bad flashbacks, nightmares and so many traumas that he doesn't want to get out of bed anymore. Clay's "always perfect" life suddenly turns into a living hell while George keeps struggling with the responsibility of being an adult. Will they be able to recover from everything trying to rip them apart for the third time? TW's: -Suicide attempt (suicidal thoughts) -Derealisation (once) -Panic attacks -Car accident -Overdose This books includes lime (I never wrote a few scenes so don't mind me)

Destined To Meet by lisaaaaa1616

Clay had been closeted all his life and planned for it to remain that way. But, with having homophobic parents it was seemingly impossible to ever find the happiness he longed for. After being outed to the only people he now disliked the most, his parents react worse than expected and Clay falls into a pit of loneliness when he gets sent to conversion therapy to "turn him straight again". George had homophobic parents too and goes through the same. When times are at its worst somehow these two meet each other and now they are isolated from reality in the therapy school. It seems like they are the only ones left on earth, surely they were destined to meet one another. TW's: -Homophobia (conversion therapy) -Abuse

Love You Regardless by lisaaaaa1616

Clay has autism and finds comfort in simple things, the illuminated a fireplace on a winter's night, fish swimming and stuffed animals. However, this was all soon to change after a tragic accident. Clay finds himself alone, seeing his happiness slip away from one simple mistake. George doesn't have an easy home life, after noticing signs of possibly a muscle disease, his only wish is to get help for it, however his parents deny every word that is brought up about it. Yet, it gets worse by the day as George quickly looses any hope left. When Clay is left traumatised by his past, he thinks nothing will bring back the same happiness he once felt, but when George moves into the farm he often visits, that same joy that was extinguished with the fire, sparks again... TW's: -Bullying -(Child)abuse -Panic attacks -Homophobia -Fire/death (past) -Flashbacks/nightmares Not really a TW, I think, but: -Muscle disease

My Reason To Live by lisaaaaa1616

Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school. George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this. His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other? Warnings: -Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia) -Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming -Suicide attempt (overdose) -Self harm (blood) -Panic attacks -Kidnapping -Bullying -Abuse

A Second Chance by lisaaaaa1616

Clay's life seems fine, but is everything except from fine due to bullies ruining his happiness day by day. His grandpa is the only one who knows everything about him, but when he gets really sick and passes away, Clay's life completely collapses. To regain his control, he starts developing obsessive behaviour, getting so bad that it turns into OCD. The control he tried to regain gets lost even further with the day. But when the only place, his sport, he finds peace also gets ruined by bullies and his OCD, George is suddenly there to stick up for him when everyone else isn't. At least... that's what it seems like. TW's: -Suicide attempt and thoughts -Death (due to sickness) -Betrayal (fake love) -Homophobia -Self harm -Bullying -Abuse -OCD

My Saviour by lisaaaaa1616

[FINISHED] George has to live with extreme anxiety. He never talks to people and locks himself in his room. One day he needs to go to the supermarket. A random boy, named Clay, walks up to him, he makes George run away. The boy keeps contacting him. Why does George feel so comfortable around him? He isn't allowed to. How does this random guy do this, calm him down all the time? What starts with just a small conversation ends in way more than ever expected. 'Why did you start talking to me?' 'Because you had something different.' TW's this book: Panic attacks, self harm, suicidal thoughts, abuse, homophobia. REWROTE THIS TO A PLATONIC FANFIC (might rewrite and fix all the mistakes later :D)

Uninvited by FlowingPastYourStuff

For the past two years, the only dreams George has had the pleasure of having were horrible, horrible nightmares. These nightmares always had five things in common. In every one, each and every person he cared about died in an excruciatingly painful way. In every one, George was tied up, and there were lacerations all across his chest that bled but didn't hurt. In every one, there was someone cackling in the background. In every one, there was something there. Something he could never remember the details of when he woke up. And lastly, that something would always lick his wounds slowly, savoring his blood and fear before whispering a promise in his ear. "I'll see you soon, Georgie." [DREAM NOT FOUND FIC, INSPIRED BY WIZARDSTOVE'S DREAM DEMON DESIGN]

Silent Ruler [DNF] by _imgonenow_

Royal AU/Fantasy AU "Nature always finds a way to ensure balance. But it might not be achieved in the way you think- or want." George, a prince, who's destined to inherit the throne but couldn't be anymore opposed to the idea. Especially since he carries on detrimental secret. Then one night he's told to flee if he wishes to live. Reason? Unknown. After being chased through darkness, George soon finds himself amongst an (literally) underground society that despises the reign more than anything. Keeping his real identity hidden and pretending to be just another nobody, he's introduced to a world that's vastly different from his former life in the kingdom. Secrets are revealed and he's shown a completely new side to life that makes him question everything he's ever known. George's new situation is in his eyes close to perfection. Finally, he's found the place where he was always meant to be. But there's one problem, or rather a person, that refuses to accept George as a new member no matter how hard he tries. And how long can a runaway prince pretend to be something he's not before the truth is exposed? (FYI: I do not ship these people IRL and the story will be removed if anyone mentioned expresses discomfort.) All TW:s I can think of will be listed in the first chapter but they won't be specified for each individual chapter.

Suffocated | dreamnotfound by themidnightwriter2

George was finally over his best friend, or so he thought. After nearly a year something triggers all his feelings that he had tried to hard so hold back. Now George is on a spontaneous one way trip back to london thinking this will be the key to solving all his problems... but maybe this just made it worse. ~~~~ this book contains: - mentions of alcohol/ bering drunk - mentions of drugs/ being on drugs - fluff & a happy ending - HEAVY angst - sexual reference / acts - swear words - sensitive topics ** trigger warning: ** - depression - suicidal thoughts - assault

Safe With Me by lisaaaaa1616

While George is live streaming, he accidentally outs himself in front of his whole stream. His life seems to be collapsing as his mother figures out the same thing as all his viewers did. George talks to his best friend, Dream, and decides to hopelessly ask to meet up with his "unknowing" best friend after his mother doesn't seem to want him in her house any longer. Dream, however, was watching George's stream as he outed himself and decides to not bring any of it up, realising George hides more and more from him. At the same time he starts feeling things he never felt before, making everything even more confusing that it already was. TW's: -Homophobia (F-slur) -Disordered eating -Abuse

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Out Of Control - How It Ended cover

Destined To Meet cover

Love You Regardless cover

My Reason To Live cover

A Second Chance cover

My Saviour cover

Uninvited cover

Silent Ruler [DNF] cover

Suffocated | dreamnotfound cover

Safe With Me cover

Out Of Control - How It Ended

Clay and George got married and life seemed to be back to perfect. They were married, happy and healthy. Though, everything changes when George has to get used to an adult's life when he feels like everything but an adult. Clay and George start drifting apart when Clay starts to suffer from bad flashbacks, nightmares and so many traumas that he doesn't want to get out of bed anymore. Clay's "always perfect" life suddenly turns into a living hell while George keeps struggling with the responsibility of being an adult. Will they be able to recover from everything trying to rip them apart for the third time? TW's: -Suicide attempt (suicidal thoughts) -Derealisation (once) -Panic attacks -Car accident -Overdose This books includes lime (I never wrote a few scenes so don't mind me)