10 years or so I left my home city and state. I haven't looked back. I didn't have anyone to look back too or so I thought. There are trigger warnings because this is a very dark story at least in the beginning. Abuse phobias and bdsm themes. I do know the the difference and the very fine line between abuse and bdsm. I put the warnings in because I know some people have very messed up histories and/or current issues. I've written short stories and poems in my past. This is the first book type story I have written. I hope you all enjoy the story. This is a work of fiction. Some of the places may be real but the characters and the story line is my own imagination. Please do not copy or reprint. I do not have an upload schedule. The original idea I had for this story started about 20 years ago (Guess I'm showing my age some here). I started to write it out one way back then but I've been playing around with it in my head since then. And I finally got the guts to publish it on here when I got more involved with the story in my head.