PAIN is BEAUTY and BEAUTY is PAIN

Beauty and happiness

I'd always thought this two were intertwined .
But I guess I don't really know much about both.
I shook my head to shove the disturbing unwanted thought as I prepared for my sixteenth pose for my shoot today, which was the fourth exercise on my morning schedule .
To think it's only 10 am.
Well I did wake up 3am though.

"Perfect !"The photographer exclaimed with a bit of a French accent.I smiled and bowed my head slightly at him to show reverence.

"Jennie !Jennie !Jennie "Manager T as she made a beeline for me from the spot where she stood ,taking endless phone calls,that I know very well involved various changes being made on my already drawn schedules today.

"You have a midday shoot for '8Seconds'..,which is in approximately an hour a fifty minutes, Cheil industries especially requested for you this season and as for your endorsement for 'COSMEDIQUE' in thirty minutes,you'd have to spend an hour and 20 minutes at most to finish up which has already been discussed with everyone on set ,uhmm that leaves you fifteen minutes to freshen up and ten minutes to make it there .You can have your snacks in the car."She rumbles on as we walk hurriedly to the black van packed at the entrance of the special VIP exit in a flash of movements that makes me feel as if someone fast forwarded time with a remote control.

I take I deep breath,as my inner voice repeats the words my favorite grandmama to me 'live your best best life ' whiles Manager T explained to me the series of activities for the rest of the day.

I am Jennie from black pink and this is my side of the story;Pain is beauty and beauty is pain.