Splitted Self:soul From The Past
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  • Parts 18
  • Time 1h 40m
Complete, First published Aug 29, 2021
Mature
Not matters what age she has reached, she always finds herself wrapped within the covers of feelings convincing her shatteted parts  to be living as in two bodies with a single soul ,as if all her journey through life till now , her single spirit has been hung on two distant horizons,different existance ,alike universes,
The dilemmic orientation of Vanilla's life has caused partial happiness , eyeing for a ray of reason that can put shimmer to
her existance .she may is just a dust  plummeted out of a young star,or like a last exhalation from the anatomy,that untaken step to an imperceptible door,or some deceptive string disowned by its atom,or that undone clap of valueing ,and on and on.
Her existance is jeopardised by her different self,unanomously shadowing over her while abiding in a discrete abode.
ITS HER INNERSELF THAT SUFFER AT BOTH TIME ERAS
ITS HER JOURNEY TO UNITE HER SOUL
ITS VANILLA'S JOURNEY TO AFTERLIFE.

Seasons are 4
This is 1st 

⚠️warning:contains mature content with strong language and violence scenes and intimacy.
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