Was I His Only Victim? I asked myself this question almost everyday. Did he know how much he was forever killing me inside? The first time he put his grubby hands on me. I cried myself asleep. I screamed myself awake, drenched in sweat from the horrific nightmare I was experiencing. Deep wounds I cut into my thighs, Scars would appear there not long after. I wished myself dead. He was a monster. He knew what he had done. Now he will pay.