Clay never had friends, well maybe not never but if they even remember who he is they surely don't want to talk to him now. He used to believe in love but that all changed after one boy, his boy, the one who he could never have. really slow updates because I'm not sure how motivated I will be. Im from New Zealand so some of the way things are spelt may be different to how you spell them, just let me know if it is better for me to write things the American way:) the following themes will be present all through out this story, if these are triggering to you this might not be the best book. If you guys want me to list these at the start of chapters I will but I have not done so because I'm afraid it will spoil the chapter. Please let me know if I have missed and TW or things that could offend people because I will happily change it :) TW -homophobia -mature language -Anxiety -mental abuse -physical abuse