A Troubled Mind
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"She wore a troubled past like wings- she had been through hell, and though no one could see her demons, they could see the face that conquered them." -ATTICUS
In which two souls find each other during trying times, they lean on each other for support, and for a reason to hope and power through. When they escape will they find their love was conditional? Will their trauma be too much? Or will they continue to trust in their love alone?
©COPYRIGHT 2022 KODA00BARNES.
COVER BY KODA00BARNES.
MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE.
BUCKY BARNES | THE WINTER SOLIDER.
BOOK ONE OF THREE IN THE GIVING SERIES.
Started: July 21st, 2021.
Finished: July 22nd, 2022.
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