Venting.
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MatureOngoing5m
Last published Sat, Sep 11, 2021
just me over-thinking and pouring my heart out about it.
⚠huge trigger warning for a lot of things, prepare yourself before reading. if you come across something that triggers you, quit reading. worry about yourself before others.⚠
I get really sad sometimes and just start spewing random shit about myself, so I'm sorry if I give too much information.
I start to get brutally harsh on myself sometimes, so any talk about self hate is normal for me.
being honest about everything in general is my best way of coping, so please don't give me your pitty. I'm okay.
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