Her Will to Live
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Last published Mon, Oct 11, 2021
A romance story that is tied together by a broken girl and a new boy.
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It is her first year of college and she is struggling with untreated illnesses and severe bullying. She slowly begins to believe she has no purpose in life and no reason to live.
Despite this, she manages to hide her deepest thoughts from everyone around her. Even if they are doing everything in their power to make her show her pain.
Once he begins to see the pain that has been caused behind the mask, he becomes determined to do everything in his power to show her she is worthy and that she does have a purpose to live. He wants to show her there are still many good sides to living, the parts she has yet to discover along with the help of his doofus friends...but will he reach through to her before it is too late?
TW
Mentions of suicide:
self harm
drugs
alcohol
bullying
body image issues
eating disorder
anxiety
depression
TW
Cringiness overload
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