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My Reason To Live

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Parts 37
Time 2h 52m

Reads 82,792
Votes 3,873
Parts 37
Time 2h 52m

Mature

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Clay is traumatised by his past and becomes cold and emotionless, hurting himself to feel something while his life is filled with emptiness. His parents are hopeless and don't know how to help him anymore while he games all day and skips school.

George struggles with an eating disorder and seeks help on the wrong sites, meeting a coach who is "eighteen" years old. George trusts him and ends up sending him pictures of himself without anything on, not realising the terrible effects of this.

His escape is to game as well, meeting an emotionless person who appears to have a soft spot for him. Will they be able to help each other?

Warnings:
-Eating disorder/body dysmorphia (anorexia)
-Grooming/manipulation/fat shaming
-Suicide attempt (overdose)
-Self harm (blood)
-Panic attacks
-Kidnapping
-Bullying
-AbuseAll Rights Reserved

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