Keeping it alive
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Last published Tue, Sep 14, 2021
The last time I did this it did not go well, I ended up empty, sad (sadder than I already was), and broken.
A pretty common description of how it goes when your soul tried joining the love parade and then said "yeaaaaaaaah, no fucking thanks".
But this time I'm gonna keep it alive. I said before, that I would do anything to keep what I had and I sincerely have no idea if this will just be a repetition of that. But one Can always hope for the better.
Especially those scared enough to make their lives public
And that's just what I'm about to do
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Terra Medusa Shaw has always been very peculiar, odd for some, bipolar for others, and completely out of the ordinary for all. After all, she became a little bit of a flirtatious dork. So I will let you read her, now public, diaries and watch all the variations of terra's relationships.
Yes, multiple relationships.
All the Characters are my own, the story is entirely mine too. Needless to say, rights reserved to me.
Enjoy my Love Chicken Noodle
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