The First Cigarette - (A Jaywon Story)
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That was his first cigarette, the first sin. Jay always thought that Jungwon was the perfect mixture between holy and sinful, so sweetly forbidden, like a devil's delight. Satan fell in love and risked his life to save an angel, holy sin, sacrifice for a soul that was only precious when corrupted.
"He looks sad.. I want him"
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"Would you dare to come with me and become a sinner for one night?"
"I-I will but- I don't want this night to be the only one.. please, take me with you. Let's run away together, just- please.. don't leave me"
(... )
"Deal".
A book full of first times and last goodbyes.
⚠Trigger warning in the first chapter ⚠
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