The Curse of Fantasy
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Complete, First published Sep 03, 2021
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Simon Jarvis read too many romance novels in high school and read Manga where the gay guy falls in love with his best friend, reveals that he's gay, kisses his best friend and they live happily ever after. 
Simon didn't know what he was risking. He wondered what would happen if he kissed his best friend, Jett McKenny. He couldn't resist it. Everything changed in that one second. Simon's future shifted. His first kiss story didn't go as planned and he found himself alone and hated by the one person that he loved.
16 years later, life takes another turn and Simon finds himself face to face with his lost love. What would happen if he were to try again? How much more could he lose? Would he even be brave enough to try? Probably not.
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Ace of No Trades

35 parts Complete

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