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Ongoing, First published Sep 04, 2021
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TRIGGER WARNING! Mature content. Sexual content. Mention of suicide or anxiety attacks, depression and many more.

Veronica Strings a 26 year old lawyer is in dire need for money for her mom's surgery and her current job doesn't pay as much so she decides to look for another one.

Soon enough she receives a notification from the Reaper group offering her a job that pays four times her former job and of course she won't refuse the offer. 

"It's just a job" she thinks. A job where she'll meet both her Savior and her villian.

Angel Reaper is as cold hearted as anyone can think. He hardly talks replying conversations with nods. He's one of the richest men in America. Not many people know his other color.

They haven't seen his dark side. Neither have they seen the evil in him. He's a cold CEO during the day and a Ruthless King at night. He expects his life to stay the same untill he meets her. 

They both aren't ready for the storm that'll hit them and do not welcome it wholeheartedly. 


"They will eventually"

••∆••

"I am not the one for you moi reine. I do not deserve your love and you should definitely not crave me they way I do you" He said taking a deep breath and taking a step backwards.

"We do not deserve each other but we will have each other. I'll fight for you whether by air or water, against the gods and goddesses" Her voice was strong and determined. Against or for, the queen had spoken and so it would be

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Loved Series

Book I • If I loved you
Book II • And I loved
Book III • To be loved 
Book IV • Why I loved
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