Bucky x Suicidal!Reader

Y/N is a super soldier who joined the Avengers after HYDRA had kidnapped her before WW2 and made her into what she is today (she was held in a separate building than Bucky). Her remaining family, nieces and nephews were killed in New York by the Winter Soldier. The Avengers decided to give him an opportunity to better himself after detaining him. Will she ever process the deaths and will she ever forgive him?
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