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Bucky x Suicidal!Reader

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Y/N is a super soldier who joined the Avengers after HYDRA had kidnapped her before WW2 and made her into what she is today (she was held in a separate building than Bucky). Her remaining family, nieces and nephews were killed in New York by the Winter Soldier. The Avengers decided to give him an opportunity to better himself after detaining him. Will she ever process the deaths and will she ever forgive him?
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Death Where is Your Sting? - B. Barnes by HappyhappyLilyday

"You told me you would help me." "That was a long time ago." "So is that a no? Because I could really use a hand right now. Or a suture kit." In which Bucky Barnes is reunited with someone he thought long dead and is asked to help her remember. Their Hydra connection runs deeper than she knows. Can he pull her out of the dark corners he once lived in? And can he keep her safe from those who would use her for their own gain? Timeline: After the Falcon and the Winter Soldier #1 buckyxoc 12/23/2023 #1 bbarnes 12/23/2023 #1 buckybarnesfanfic 4/19/2024 Feedback is much appreciated! **This is a work of fanfiction, just something that has been bopping around in my head for a bit. While I am inspired by characters from the Marvel universe, I do not own Marvel, any of its comics, its movies, or any of its characters, plots, or storylines. The only thing I have any rights over is any characters or storylines I create.** Comments and feedback welcome. Enjoy!

The Strongest Soldier by Liv3958

It's 1943, and Y/n is one of the smartest people of her generation, and she's been best friends with Steve and Bucky her entire life. When she's finally given the chance to do her part in the war, she takes it excitedly, and gets to meet Howard Stark, Peggy Carter, and all the scientists in charge of making the first ever Super Soldier Serum. But what will that mean for the growing tension between her and Bucky? And what will happen to her as Steve becomes Captain America and Bucky becomes the Winter Soldier? Y/n: Your name Y/l/n: Your last name Y/f/c: Your favourite colour Y/e/c: Your eye colour Disclaimer: I do not own any of the Marvel characters, just Y/n.

The Angel and The Billionaire by thaliabecket

*CURRENTLY BEING EDITED - EDITED CHAPTERS HAVE THE NUMBER WRITTEN WITH NO NUMBERS* When Tony first met Grace, she had just climbed out of a cryogenic tank in a HYDRA base, soaked in blood and with no memories whatsoever. Tony was also bleeding from the fight after the truth about his parent's murder was revealed. Against his best judgment, he takes her with him to help recover her memories. It doesn't take long for Tony to find himself falling for her, but he didn't expect her to feel the same way. Things seem to be perfect until Grace's history comes to light, stiring up issues about the Accords and the separation of the Avengers. At the same time, a mysterious enemy with solid proof of things the Avengers and SHIELD would rather hide appears, determined to tell the world who our favorite heroes really are. Set after CA: CW. Grace is my OC and belongs to me but anything associated with Marvel doesn't. Mature themes such as torture, PTSD, anxiety, trauma, and violence are explored. Some smut. Proceed with caution.

Holding On | Bucky Barnes by Steve_Writes

It's been two months since Y/N returned to the Compound, but despite her best efforts, she can't seem to escape her trauma. Nightmares haunt her at night, while memories stalk her during the day; a never-ending cycle that she hopes she can smile her way through. She finds distraction in her busy schedule and a few quiet moments in-between, but no matter how hard she tries, she can't forget. And now that the world knows who she is, she likely never will. Some see her as a hero, others see her as a weapon. Y/N doesn't know which to believe-especially with the little control she feels she has over her life anymore. The journey to recovery is never easy, but Y/N thinks it may be impossible. *** [Part 2 of Reaching Out] [Bucky Barnes X Reader] [1st person POV] MAIN THEMES FROM PART 1: Y/N with powers, moving in with the Avengers, Bucky+Y/N romance, quick-burn, drama and trauma (of course), fluff on fluff on fluff. NOTES: Follows a timeline where Hydra is still active after 2014 (CA:WS), Avengers didn't break up after Civil War, and takes place ~one year after Bucky's return from Wakanda.

Letting Go | Bucky Barnes by Steve_Writes

Y/N and Bucky's time in Wakanda was needed and helpful after the previous months of chaos. After three months away, they decide it's time to return to the Compound and get back to normal. Unfortunately for the Avengers, 'normal' means danger; something Y/N is still learning to deal with. When Hydra reappears and begins to wreak havoc on a global scale, Y/N takes on her role as an Avenger, dealing with feelings of guilt, responsibility, and fear for her newfound family, all while trying to find her place in the world of superheroes and corruption. *** "This is the first time in over a year that I feel like I can really see the world. Like I'm here, not struggling to keep my head above water, not watching from the backseat. And now that I'm here, I see what I can do to help... but also what I can lose. And it's scary." *** [Part 3 of Reaching Out] [Bucky Barnes X Reader] [1st person POV] MAIN THEMES FROM PART 1 and 2: Y/N with powers, moving in with the Avengers, Bucky+Y/N romance, quick-burn and fluffy, drama and trauma (of course), Hydra being dicks as per usual, missions, dealing with trauma, fluff on fluff on fluff.

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Marked || BuckyBarnes x Reader by gamjaramen

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