At Your Wits' End
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Just some random thoughts that I want to release as it might explode if I didn't. I'm just exhausted and don't know what to do next.
This may contain poems, essays, and such. It's an open diary about what my mind thinks. Feel free to comment about your opinion or your personal experience, if you want to. We're on the same boat.
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