Daddy please, I'm begging you
please make him go away
Daddy, he does bad things to me
Things I cannot say
Mommy please, I'm begging you
please make him go away
Mommy, he's hurting your baby
I'm too afraid to say
Grandma please, I'm begging you
please make him go away
Grandma, he makes me play at your house
I'm too confused to say
Teacher please, I'm begging you
please make him go away
Teacher, I really don't remember
when you ask about my day
Daddy please, these things are over now
but not inside my head
Daddy, I relive the things he did to me
Oh how I wish him dead
Mommy please, how do I not blame myself
I'm so torn apart inside
Mommy, I'm terrified every single day
Will these memories forever abide
Grandma please, come back to me
I'm missing you so much
Grandma, he did hurt me you can see it in my eyes
I really need you for a crutch
Doctor please, please realize
I find it hard to concentrate
Doctor, if you only knew the pain I'm in
I'm not about to demonstrate
Daddy please, don't be mad at me
when I cut my wrists
Daddy, it's the only way to rid of him
I'm trying to resist
Mommy please, I try my best to get through the day
You see my fear it's crippling
Mommy, do you understand how much I want for him to go away
These thoughts they just keep rippling
Grandma please, you know me
do you really think I'd lie
Grandma, you must be blind
please, please don't you sigh
Doctor please, can you help me
make all of these thoughts go away
Doctor, I'm so tired of seeing, feeling, hearing him
I know you cannot really say
Please make the monster go away.
"Come on" he said patting his lap , i peeked at his face through my eyelashes chewing on my lower lips, and that look on his face was straightforward saying that 'if you did something wrong now i am about to fuck you up' which is definitely not a good thing,even though i felt a little twitch in my heart but still letting out a deep sigh i slowly crawled over his lap laying stomach down on his thighs , he placed his hand on my lower thighs making me flinched slightly. I kept my face down on the mattress digging my nails into his clothed thigh. It is scary and i am really not a big fan of such stuffs.
"I am so.. sorry please i wouldn't walk out like that again" i mumbled through my pout trying for the last time but it only earned me a pinch on my thigh making me winch and push his hand away. I turned my head and glared at him return to which i got a sharp swat on my bum way worse than the last one."Would you like to repeat?" He said with a clenched jaw and cocked eyebrow making me sigh and shook my head with a frown and pout as i turned my head back towards the mattress. He is scary.
"Is that the only thing for which i am punishing you huh?" His cold and sharp voice spoke near my ear making me jump slightly, i pushed my face into the metress closing my eyes tightly, ",no"
"Then?"
"I didn't... respond to your texts and calls sorry" i mumbled the last part feeling like crying,its not like i didn't wanted to call him back or talk to him i just....forgot. i didn't mean to do that it just happened ."Yeah you will be sorry after this, now better start counting hmm if you stopped or forgot,i will start all over again understood? " he said traicing my spine with his hand and finally resting it on my bum, my eyes widened realising what he just said.
Bu- oiee!" I cried out when i felt a harsh smack on my back , it made me tear up, it was way more rough and painful,
"Count kitten!" He snapped,i flinched and sniffed slightly counting
"One"
He looks like that monster