If It's Not You
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Last published Sun, Aug 6, 2023
Perth and Saint were childhood bestfriends.They lived in the same village.They went to the same school since grade school 'til college.But they took a different course.Perth took up Architecture while Saint took up Medicine.
Though they were in a different College,they still hang out together.They have a lot in common.They enjoy the same hobbies and sports.They both like to go on adventure.
They were like real brothers,as what Perth thought of them.But Saint thinks otherwise.Through the years that he has known Perth,he has developed a special feelings for him.And he has kept it a secret from Perth until this day.
How can he have the courage to tell Perth that he loves him?What will he think of him?Saint never wanted Perth to ridicule him when he finds out his gay.Nor hate him for having feelings for him.
Call him a coward,a martyr Saint never minds as long as he can be with Perth.Though seeing Perth with the girl he loves broke his heart into pieces each day,Saint was contented that Perth treats him the same.
The main characters names are from my favorite thai BL actors,Perth Tanapon and Saint Suppapong.They have been my inspiration for writing this fanfic.
Any similarity of names,incidents or places are purely coincidental.The pictures or images used herein doesn't belong to me but to the rightful owners who uploaded it on the internet.
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