A sinful love Travis Phelps x reader
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  • Reads 39,247
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  • Parts 25
  • Time 2h 16m
Ongoing, First published Sep 06, 2021
'I know things started off badly and you probably don't see me the same way I see you. I thought maybe if I told you how I feel, things could be different.

The truth is, I can't stop thinking about you. I'm crazy about you. I think you're amazing! But I know these feelings I have are wrong. It's not the way a boy should feel. Shame swallows me whole, just writing these words.

My father would kill me but I can't live in his shadow forever. I just...'

Travis Phelps x reader

This takes place before "The Bologna Incident" and in which Travis has a crush on Y/n instead of the secret someone he did before


Started: October 28th, 2021
Ended: 

(And yes, the note is mostly the same but I don't have any ideas for that.)
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