Diary of an Uncertain Human Being
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As the title suggests, I am an uncertain human being.
I am uncertain about my life, my goals, whether or not I should still be in school, the people I meet, how society functions, my friends and family, the future of our environment but most of all, I am uncertain about my future.
If there is one thing I AM certain of is that I am lost and feel alone.
Welcome to my thoughts and feelings.
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