Despair I : AWAKENED BY DARKNESS
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MatureOngoing2h 23m
Last published Sat, Dec 4, 2021
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#27/16.2k men
#1 adult humor
#1 darko
#5 hotmess
#5 violated
#6 cigs
#239/28.8k forbidden
#20/2.86k life and death
#16/1.13k sinful
#554/16.7k psycho
#813/72k broken
Despair is forced into a world filled with cruelty. Twisted by fate and spiralling events to a supposed open shut case, her dark longing for a man she could never have, everything catches up to her with and no where to hide. What will she do? - runaway, fight, drink herself to death or submit to her carnal dark sin...
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This book contains trigger warning incidents that are not suitable for all readers. Contains alots of abusive language, violence and mature content.
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#broken #sin #adultery #cruel life #forced #abusive #abused #complicated #twisted #selfdestruct #alcoholic #whiskey #drunkard #mature #maturecontent #matureaudience #violent #trigger #rape #murder #confused #lust #sexualcontent #smut #sadist #military #CID #MP #obsession #love #darkromance #dark
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