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Despair I : AWAKENED BY DARKNESS

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Reads 181
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Parts 12
Time 2h 23m

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#27/16.2k men
#1 adult humor
#1 darko
#5 hotmess
#5 violated
#6 cigs
#239/28.8k forbidden
#20/2.86k life and death
#16/1.13k sinful
#554/16.7k psycho
#813/72k broken


Despair is forced into a world filled with cruelty.  Twisted by fate and spiralling events to a supposed open shut case, her dark longing for a man she could never have, everything catches up to her with and no where to hide. What will she do? - runaway, fight, drink herself to death or submit to her carnal dark sin...

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This book contains trigger warning incidents  that are not suitable for all readers. Contains alots of abusive language, violence and mature content.

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