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Despair I : AWAKENED BY DARKNESS

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Reads 194
Votes 17
Parts 12
Time 2h 23m

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adultery adulthumour army broken cigs dark darko darkromance dominance forbidden hotmess lifeanddeath men obsession psycho serial sexism sexualfrustration sinful stalker survival thriller violated whiskey

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#554/16.7k psycho
#813/72k broken


Despair is forced into a world filled with cruelty.  Twisted by fate and spiralling events to a supposed open shut case, her dark longing for a man she could never have, everything catches up to her with and no where to hide. What will she do? - runaway, fight, drink herself to death or submit to her carnal dark sin...

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This book contains trigger warning incidents  that are not suitable for all readers. Contains alots of abusive language, violence and mature content.

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