All About my Ex and Whys

My first love has always been my great love. This is a journal on how I speak and think of him. I always want to share our story to people but heartbreak leads us to where we are right now. I should be wishing him a happy ending but my heart tells me not to because I want him to think of me very fond as if I am his last love. In here's journal are based on my feelings and emotions personally to my ex-boyfriend for seven years. I want this journal to be my distraction instead of messaging him to come back...