My Regret

My Greatest Regret,
I feel it everyday In my Heart now,
If only I knew it back then,
I wouldn't have done it.
I hurt everyone,
Because of my desire to become stronger,
Sorry! I was stupid,
I didn't know what to do,
If only I could change the past,
Which is impossible,
I would change that,
That whole incident that haunts me.
But it had a reason you don't know till today,
The Reason why I did it,
I know, I was wrong,
But I had no other choice.
I wanted to save you,
From that monster,
But you called me a monster instead.
Surely, I was hurt but I never showed it.
When everyone out there is sleeping,
I cry alone, all alone.
That regret haunts me even today and forever,
And will never go away,
Even when I say a million sorries.
Eventhough I was just trying to save you,
Because I hurt you and you drifted apart,
My light,
My life,
My Best Friend.

(This is not a ship story...)
(And another thing to note: I am not an poet or something like that. So I know my description sucks. And about my story, this my first ever story, I mean I have another book on my account but that's just a random book.)