Everything is a mess! My life is a mess! And... and... I miss Darren! It's been a month since we saw each other. He didn't even bother to ask my new number to my friends. Huh! What should I expect? He doesn't like me! I'm a fool if I still think that he really loves me! I was at the garden that afternoon.. looking at the flowers.. I tried to hit them and see the flowers fell down the ground.. I did not even noticed that I started to cry again.. Suddenly, I heard footsteps behind me. I thought it was my yaya. So, I asked her to go away because I need some space, I need to think. But I suddenly heard someone saying, "Why do you do this to yourself?" That voice is really familiar to me! That voice is my medicine eversince! I got up and saw that Darren is infront of me. My heart is pounding so fast again. I wanted to run and hug him. But my mind is saying NO. The pain is still there. I said, "Why are you here?" "Because I wanted to see you.. because I missed you terribly. I havent seen you for a long time and I'm wondering why did you change your number?" he explained. I wasn't able to control my emotions anymore so I shouted at him. "Why are you asking me? You should know the answer!" "I don't know the answer. Tell me why," he pleaded. "You're blind!" I shouted. "Is it because of Twittle?" he asked very sadly..~~to be continued