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Last published Wed, Jan 7, 2015
I am Phil Lester.
And this is my blog.
Clearly, this is my first post.
So let me tell you some things about myself:
I am broken hearted.
And alone.
I am crying.
I’m crying a lot.
I am also drunk.
Oh, I’m very drunk.
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