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Fading Through Memories

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This story takes place a few months after Avengers: Age of Ultron. (2016)

Bruce Banner never left the team and is currently dedicated to researching and creating things in the laboratories with Tony as well as helping in the Medicine Wing whenever the team needs it.  

Tony was able to rescue Thor before he drowned in the water and with the help of Asgard's advanced technology, they were able to heal him.  He usually takes turns between the earth and his planet.  Helping the Avengers when they need it and, trying not to rule Asgard.

Bucky Barnes // The Winter Soldier, was rescued by Natasha Romanoff in Captain America: The Winter Soldier and is on the mend throughout the book.  

You find yourself opening your eyes in the middle of nowhere. Your memory is completely blank except for basic things about you, like your name.  

Confused, you decide to walk until you find a place or someone to ask for help, but instead you find a building that would later become your home and people that would become your family.  

The Avengers offer to take you in, welcoming you as one of their own while Doctor Banner and SHIELD try to discover who you are and why your memory failed.  

But... 

"Seek and you shall find."

Right?

(Bucky Barnes x female reader)All Rights Reserved

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