The Morning After I Killed Myself
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"She sees my dead corpse, my lifeless soul
Her dear child's dead body.
My mother held her chest and fell down.
She fainted at the sight of me laying lifeless."
This is the story about the morning after I killed myself. The impact of my death on loved ones. My regret, pain and misery.
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