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Escapism [Lookism x Male Reader]
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Last published Sun, Jun 25, 2023
Your ugly experiences will always be with you, no matter how much you try to bury them, they will never leave you. Like a child with their parent, your traumas will latch onto you no matter how hard you try to shake them off. You can ignore them, stuff them in the closet with all your other skeletons, but they're always there, staring you down until you've accepted them.
I don't know how to accept mine. Maybe it's because it's too brutal, or maybe it's not brutal enough. Maybe I like remembering, the feeling of emptiness when the memories flow into my mind like a dam that's broken down. I've ignored my past. No matter how many times it catches up to me, I feel the need to run away. I'm not sure how to cope with it, or how to even let others see it. I'm hoping this time I've run far enough.
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Lookism x Male Reader
☁️DISCLAIMER☁️
📌I do not own Lookism or any of its characters
📌I do not own you/your oc, or whoever you're reading as
📌This is mostly an MLM fic, I'm not planning on doing any female love interests
📌I'm not going to be adding any sexual content other than what's already in the comic. While there may be a few sexual jokes, most of these characters are minors so I'm not comfortable writing them to be in sexual situations.
☁️WARNINGS☁️
📌Violence
📌Swearing
📌Trauma
📌Basically most of the warnings for Lookism
Started: 2021.09.08
Published: 2021.09.09
Ended: -
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