Escapism [Lookism x Male Reader] - eros - Wattpad

Story cover for Escapism [Lookism x Male Reader] by eros_minded

Escapism [Lookism x Male Reader]

Reads 89,461
Votes 4,660
Parts 30
Time 7h 4m

Reads 89,461
Votes 4,660
Parts 30
Time 7h 4m

lookism malereader mlm

Your ugly experiences will always be with you, no matter how much you try to bury them, they will never leave you. Like a child with their parent, your traumas will latch onto you no matter how hard you try to shake them off. You can ignore them, stuff them in the closet with all your other skeletons, but they're always there, staring you down until you've accepted them.

I don't know how to accept mine. Maybe it's because it's too brutal, or maybe it's not brutal enough. Maybe I like remembering, the feeling of emptiness when the memories flow into my mind like a dam that's broken down. I've ignored my past. No matter how many times it catches up to me, I feel the need to run away. I'm not sure how to cope with it, or how to even let others see it. I'm hoping this time I've run far enough.

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･ˏˋ°•**ੈ✩‧₊˚•°. *࿐

Lookism x Male Reader

☁️DISCLAIMER☁️
📌I do not own Lookism or any of its characters
📌I do not own you/your oc, or whoever you're reading as
📌This is mostly an MLM fic, I'm not planning on doing any female love interests
📌I'm not going to be adding any sexual content other than what's already in the comic. While there may be a few sexual jokes, most of these characters are minors so I'm not comfortable writing them to be in sexual situations.

☁️WARNINGS☁️
📌Violence
📌Swearing
📌Trauma
📌Basically most of the warnings for Lookism

Started: 2021.09.08
Published: 2021.09.09
Ended: -All Rights Reserved

lookism malereader mlm

30 parts

Sign up to add Escapism [Lookism x Male Reader] to your library and receive updates

or

Content Guidelines

You may also like

Toyomitsu Taishiro (Fatgum) X OC by Username_Whomst

Started: May 7th 2022 Ended: June 10th 2022 [I lost complete interest for this story, i messed it up and it's not the story for this oc and fat anymore, so i'll be making a new book, apologies to anyone who's read this book and hoped for more, i just don't know where i was going or what was happening half the time lol. I'll see y'all in the next one! UPDATE! July 3rd 2024 I uploaded the first chapter of my new Fatgum x OC fic! same oc, same pairing, different story! It's called "My Darlin' (Fatgum x OC)" On my profile! Go check it out if you want to see more of these characters!] It starts when Sanshi saves Toyomitsu from some bullies and invites him to have lunch with her, i have not finished the plot of this story but it takes place when they're in highschool This story moves kinda fast in the beginning, but that's only cause i don't wanna spend forever writing this out -w- so bear with me and the better stuff will happen later on, this is more angst and fluff, especially angst, that's my specialty ^^ *and cause i don't know how to write smut or lemons lol* There is cursing and violent tendencies, also unhealthy coping mechanisms are used by the main character of this fic, so trigger warning for those suffering with mental illness and trama, there are parts of this fic that contain scenes depicting SA, child @bu$e, and SH.

𝓣oxic 𝓑loom [🍀] by janein_liebling

🍀─╌┈ 𝒯𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘬 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘷𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺. . . [𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍! lgbtq+, might angst, psychology drama, kinda cringe if you guys think, mlm, oc x oc, slowburn, and more.] ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ#𝐋𝐨𝐫𝐞́𝐨 [🍀] 𝓒𝘩𝘢𝘳.𝓛𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘭.𝓝𝘦́𝘰.𝓐𝘯𝘥𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 ㅤㅤ'𝓗𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘭! 𝒯𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘺 𝘧𝘪𝘳𝘴𝘵 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘭, 𝘪𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘤𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘩𝘰𝘱𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘨𝘶𝘺𝘴 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺! 𝓓𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘰𝘸 𝘮𝘦.' • 𝓔𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑒𝑔𝑔; 𝓣𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘴𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘥𝘦. . . . -. .--- --- -.-- / .-.. --- ...- .

A Yin-Yang Soul by J-Natsuka

Hey! This is Hat in time fandom book and yeah- I had this idea brainstormed and just decided fuck it- This is also gender neutral so anyone could read! Chapters will sometimes be slow since I might have to play the game or watch it since I forgot a lot. Also I don't have great grammar so please correct me or expect the chapters to be updated A LOT. This is kind of like a crackfic just taken seriously when you think about it lol. PICTURE IS OWNED BY ME (it's shit ik I'll change it.. eventually-) None of the following characters belong to me and they belong to "ᴳᵉᵃʳˢ ᶠᵒʳ ᴮʳᵉᵃᵏᶠᵃˢᵗ" ™ The only character that belongs to me is "Y/n" SPOILERS FOR THE ACTUAL GAME SUMMARY/BLURB Y/n used to be an actress/actor taking different roles for movies like the villain to the hero. They've worked as one for many years and enjoyed it a lot. Although until a certain "𝑬𝒗𝒆𝒏𝒕" happen's it causes Y/n to end up drop that career path. As they try to figure out what to do with the rest of their life their passion for space gives them an idea. And thus they are now a space traveler, traveling to different planets exploring the universe with there friend's #̴̨̞̭̯̥̯̥͓͆?̷̯͔̹̫͖͝ͅ$̸̨͆̓̆̅̈́̽͐͠@̸̡̭̠͍͓̹̘̬̯̲̋̔͂̏͘͝√̸̮̙̯̞͖̞̬̎̂̉̾͒͑͆̾͒̚͜!̶̨͉̟̹̪͉̲̭̭͆ͅ as companion's! Although Y/n ends up crashing into "𝑺𝒖𝒃𝒄𝒐𝒏 𝑭𝒐𝒓𝒔𝒆𝒕 '' which leaves them on an interesting.. planet, with no way of getting back home, and with some weird burnt hairy noodle-? "Eh could be worse! 𝑹𝒊𝒈𝒉𝒕? ================== This story will include Blood, Gore, Dirty thoughts, Romance, Swearing, Angst, Death, Close encounters with death, Trauma, PTSD, Anxiety, Depression (?), Thoughts of Su!c!de If these topics will affect your reading I suggest not reading. This book will NOT include smut and I will not be doing it no matter how hard you could convince me. Other

Amid the Embers by Lucid_Dreams29

Amid the Embers may look like your typical post-apocalyptic story. It's not. Yes, it starts with the Noxborne Virus. Yes, the world falls apart, fast. But this isn't about scavenging for canned beans or dodging zombies in alleyways. This is about what comes after, the slow, intimate rot of systems, memories, and mercy. It begins with Lily, a CNA in a Chicago hospital, witnessing the final moments of Patient Zero. From there, the story fractures into multiple points of view: survivors, manipulators, believers, and the broken children caught in between. A rising cult twists faith into control. Trauma rewrites love, loyalty, and identity. Each chapter ends with a bonus scene, hidden thoughts and memories, alternate angles, haunted echoes that refuse to stay buried. This trilogy blends psychological horror with emotional realism. Every laugh hides a wound. Every wound starts a story. Amid the Embers is not about saving the world. It's about surviving the memory of it and what it turns you into. ─────────────── **⚠️ Trigger Warning: ⚠️ ** This book contains graphic depictions of: -Child abuse (emotional, physical, and implied sexual exploitation) -Physical torture -Sexual assault -Mentions of child brides - Domestic violence and coercive control -Religious extremism and cult-like behavior -Graphic psychological horror -Substance abuse -Miscarriages -Homophobia and internalized shame -Death and grief -Mentions of suicidal ideation (non-graphic) -Gaslighting and manipulation Reader discretion is strongly advised. ─────────────────

𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 ℂ𝕣𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕪𝕡𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕒 by Ijustwannatakeanap

ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇʀ ʏᴏᴜ ɢᴇᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴛʜᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴛʜ, ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇʀ ɪᴛ ʟᴇᴀᴅꜱ ᴛᴏ ʏᴏᴜʀ ᴅᴇᴀᴛʜ 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓯𝓸𝓻𝓮𝓼𝓽 𝓲𝓼 𝓼𝓲𝓵𝓮𝓷𝓽, 𝓸𝓷𝓵𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓹𝓼 𝓬𝓪𝓷 𝓫𝓮 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓭 𝓪𝓶𝓸𝓷𝓰 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓪𝓭 𝓽𝓻𝓮𝓮𝓼. 𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓴 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓪𝓻𝓮 𝓪𝓵𝓸𝓷𝓮, 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓱𝓮 𝓲𝓼 𝔀𝓪𝓽𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓰. 𝓣𝓪𝓵𝓵, 𝓷𝓸 𝓮𝔂𝓮𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓷𝓸 𝓶𝓸𝓾𝓽𝓱.. [FEM.PROTAGONIST] -~{Do you think that if you dig a little deeper, you can get the answers to your questions? But do you ever wonder that it will only lead you to confusion, fear and madness? You rot from the inside every day as you try to investigate further, seeking answers to your never ending questions - not noticing how the darkness consumes you more each day. It doesn't want you to find out the truth. The more you investigate, the more it gets to your brain, fogging your memories, toying with them, controlling you.}~- ~It's killing you. ~You can't stop what you started. • Art and story by me • | this story is just a fan-fiction and it's my first time writing something like this. All the characters are fictional and the creepypasta characters belong to their own creators, I do not claim ownership of the characters other than my own in this story. English is not my first language and the story can contain grammar mistakes. Anything said about the Estacada town is not necessarily correct, most of the time it's all fiction and not real places. | | the story contains self harm, murder, blood, violence and strong language. |

His Little Flower (18+) (Completed) by KtDark7

*Dark Short Story with triggers including abuse/torture and violence, sexual assault, stalking and home invasion* Someone has been been following me. I never see a face or catch a glance of a shadow but I know somethings not quite right. My life changes forever when I arrive home one day to a nightmare. Just when things seem to be looking up he comes back for me, and this time he wants me for more than just one night. ------ Please note: This is a fictional story. Many, if not the vast majority, of the actions taken by the fictional characters are absolutely not ok in real world, non-fictional settings. This is a dark short story that contains triggers and themes such as kidnapping, graphic sexual assault/ sexual objectification, drugging and abuse/torture. DO NOT continue if you don't enjoy reading that sort of thing in fictional worlds. ------ #1 in: HomeInvasion (January 2024) MatureAudience (January 2024) Heldcaptive (January 2024) Captor (January 2024) #2 in Dark (April 2024) #3 in Force (April 2024) #5 in Force (January 2024) ------ Below are some crisis and help hotlines (US numbers) Suicide, Mental Health Crisis: 988 National Human Trafficking Hotline: 1 888 373 7888 National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1 800 799 7233 Emergency Services: 911

I Don't Know What I'm Doing by 1dreaming_writer

For mature readers, thanks ~ 18+ ~TRIGGER WARNINGS~ • Oh boy is there trauma • lots of trauma • I'm not joking • SA • Psychological torture • child abuse • Religious Manipulation • The Rich • not great coping mechanisms • yeah I mean drugs • Addiction • what did you think I meant? • SH? • You sick bastard • (oh yeah strong language as well) • and also.. • SH... • there.. there will be that • right. • sorry • ANYWAY • Back to drugs • don't do drugs kids • and also don't read this book • 18+ • you have been warned • and though this is a fun fantasy setting • it is not for the faint of heart • gore • violence • depictions of intense mental illness • and also apparently of a lotta wet, wet sex • • huh • really hope my parents never find this • lettuce • guacamole • bacon • tomato • what were we doing again? • Right, trigger warnings! for the sweet summer children that think they know what a cold cruel world society can be. This honestly isn't even that bad compared to some stuff I've heard about. THAT BEING SAID I still really hope they never make this into a movie. Might give the kiddies some nightmares. • also not triggers but • LGBTQ friendly! • (I might have already said that one..) • and sex positive! • int that sweeetttt • did you know I'm actually gender fluid? • riiiggghhhttt Triggers • ummmmmm • did I mention the trauma already? • It's gonn be baddddd • like bottom of the rice purity test bad • welp anyway. • Hope I didn't miss anything important • ~possible foreshadowing~ • Besides that, ... good fucking luck :) This story will constantly be growing, and I'm not doing "chapters" per say. I'm writing it like journal entries. So I might have a chapter put out to read, with entries I keep adding to it. Keep that in mind. Oh also it's based on real events! (don't ask me how I know)

𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 | | eren jaeger by noirwell

"𝙞𝙣 𝙖 𝙡𝙞𝙩𝙩𝙡𝙚 𝙬𝙝𝙞𝙡𝙚, 𝙞'𝙡𝙡 𝙗𝙚 𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙚. 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙢𝙤𝙢𝙚𝙣𝙩'𝙨 𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙚𝙖𝙙𝙮 𝙥𝙖𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙." ▶︎ •၊၊||၊|။|||| | [eren x fem reader] in a world where everything is viewed by you as pointless and gray, where everyone walks through you like a shadow of invisibility, you don't see the point of what life can be. your past and present haunts you with every moment you breathe, wake, and sleep. you crave solitude and connection all at once, but you know you'll never receive either. hopeless, wanting, longing, illicitly. so what happens when the boy who returns to paradis to attend your university, notices you in a way that you hadn't thought about being seen before, and wants to show you that there's more to everything than just the bleak and shuddering familiarity you've always known. all the while carrying a soul buried beneath its own unspoken wreckage. two people, roaming the living world with halves of a restless heart, aching to become whole again. will either of you make it out of the blur of the silent and pounding torment, and reach for the light of new beginnings- or will everything remain the same, no matter how much you dream? note: warning for when reading. DARK. CONTENT. there are lots of triggering topics (chapters always include warnings). a slow-burn? i post every 10 to 17 days. also, long chapters. good rankings <3: #1 - radiohead 8/9/25 (& 11/8/25)

My Boys by angelic_alexx

Joey didn't mean to catch them killing someone. He was just going for a walk in the park. He didn't know he'd get caught. He was just going to turn around and leave. He didn't know they'd heard him until he felt something go into his leg. - Joey Walker is 19, quiet, a little awkward, and seriously afraid of his parents. Every day was the same process of waking up only to be hit and screamed at until he left just to get away. During one of his walks at the park he frequently visited, two men caught his attention and what happened next... Joey couldn't believe it. - ⚠️ Trigger Warning⚠️ This book is 18+ and handles mature themes. I can't tell you not to read it but if you do, that is on you. This story has the following: Abuse Torture Assault Pregnancy from Sexual Assault Sexual Activities Harsh Language If there is anything here that triggers you, please don't read. Anyways, have a fun day and enjoy your reading:) *My Boys is currently going through minor editing so if something seems a little off like headings and stuff, that is why* - #1 in #MentalHealth from April 2023 - February 2025 #1 in #MentalHealth - April 14, 2023 #6 in #Assault - April 21, 2023 #5 in #BxBxB - May 7, 2023 #3 in #bxblove - May 7, 2023 #1 in #MentalHealth - March 28, 2024 #7 in #BxBxB - March 28, 2024 #6 in #Fear - April 6, 2024 #5 in #BxBxB - April 25, 2024 #9 in #Foundfamily - May 8, 2024 #1 in #Money - May 21, 2024 #4 in #Mentalhealthawareness - July 27, 2024 #4 in #Queer - January 7, 2025 #3 in #MentalHealthAwareness - January 14, 2025 #3 in #FoundFamily - March 20, 2025 #7 in #Fight - April 4, 2025 #8 in #Money - April 16, 2025 #4 in #MentalIllness - May 4, 2025 #2 in #MentalHealthAwareness - May 25, 2025 #5 in #Queer - September 18, 2025

forsakenx OCS x reader(completed) by lizandara

you have done a very grave mistake in your past which haunts you still now.... the survivors in this forsaken world even are afraid and digusted by you .when all hope is lost,your mental sanity going away day by day you hide yourself from their judging stares till one day a mirror appears in your cabin ..........you regain your hope again. "HEY (READER) TRUST ME OKAY!" '"it will be for the best i assure you" "when we get out of here ill get you a gorgeous dress darling" "i told you to stay away from me!" "im sorry i should have helped you" "have this it will help you you are having a viral fever" "how did i know that i needed to tell that to you?heh its just my guess and my guess is always right!" inspired by bassie reader book made by 0TheofficialCoffee0 .The reader is also female btw sorry and english isnt my first language so except some error in the story(includes oc) [warning: the first part will be mainly of ocs to not confuse with second part of the series i will be doing]

You may also like

Slide 1 of 10

Toyomitsu Taishiro (Fatgum) X OC cover

𝓣oxic 𝓑loom [🍀] cover

A Yin-Yang Soul cover

Amid the Embers cover

𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍 ℂ𝕣𝕖𝕖𝕡𝕪𝕡𝕒𝕤𝕥𝕒 cover

His Little Flower (18+) (Completed) cover

I Don't Know What I'm Doing cover

𝒉𝒐𝒘 𝒕𝒐 𝒅𝒊𝒔𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝒄𝒐𝒎𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒍𝒚 | | eren jaeger cover

forsakenx OCS x reader(completed) cover

Toyomitsu Taishiro (Fatgum) X OC

Started: May 7th 2022 Ended: June 10th 2022 [I lost complete interest for this story, i messed it up and it's not the story for this oc and fat anymore, so i'll be making a new book, apologies to anyone who's read this book and hoped for more, i just don't know where i was going or what was happening half the time lol. I'll see y'all in the next one! UPDATE! July 3rd 2024 I uploaded the first chapter of my new Fatgum x OC fic! same oc, same pairing, different story! It's called "My Darlin' (Fatgum x OC)" On my profile! Go check it out if you want to see more of these characters!] It starts when Sanshi saves Toyomitsu from some bullies and invites him to have lunch with her, i have not finished the plot of this story but it takes place when they're in highschool This story moves kinda fast in the beginning, but that's only cause i don't wanna spend forever writing this out -w- so bear with me and the better stuff will happen later on, this is more angst and fluff, especially angst, that's my specialty ^^ and cause i don't know how to write smut or lemons lol There is cursing and violent tendencies, also unhealthy coping mechanisms are used by the main character of this fic, so trigger warning for those suffering with mental illness and trama, there are parts of this fic that contain scenes depicting SA, child @bu$e, and SH.