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The view is nice up here.

I can see the whole city.

I'm glad this is the last thing I'll see...

Before I die...

The funny thing is... I saw this coming.

No, the funny thing is... I deserve this.

For everything, I put deku through...

This is my punishment.

My life for the life of pain and suffering I put him through.

So I guess this is...

"Goodbye"All Rights Reserved

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