The Reason I'm Gone.
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Last published Sun, Jul 23, 2023
The view is nice up here.
I can see the whole city.
I'm glad this is the last thing I'll see...
Before I die...
The funny thing is... I saw this coming.
No, the funny thing is... I deserve this.
For everything, I put deku through...
This is my punishment.
My life for the life of pain and suffering I put him through.
So I guess this is...
"Goodbye"
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