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Lost Without You

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Reads 10,089
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Parts 15
Time 1h 46m

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The story is an adaptation of a fic I wrote years ago. It revolves around Carina's disappearance and Maya's fight to get her back alive. 

The story doesn't follow any timeline or occurrences from the show. This is my first time writing a fic so please dont be too harsh. I appreciate all feedback and comments!All Rights Reserved

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Third Time's The Charm by Itzlhdz

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Just me & you (G!P) by CriSogna29

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PLAYING WITH FIRE by Mayabishop06

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The Scientist by caitlinneil7

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Is it really worth it? by gaydepressedwriter

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The Queen's Guard by SaraKraston

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Our Boy: A Marina Story by shay_kam

{DISCONTINUED} Maya and Carina has always wanted to be parents. Even before they got engaged and married, it was something they always talked about. Kids. As all parents do, they expect their kid to come into the world as the perfect little bean. But sometimes things don't go your way. Just when their little boy, Luca or Luke, had turned 3 years old they soon discovered that he was diagnosed with something. Autism. They never in a million years thought that this was something they had to go through but they did and they will continue. This is their story. ⚠️THIS STORY IS NOT TO HARM PEOPLE IN ANY WAY. I SIMPLY JUST THOUGHT OF THE IDEA AND DID COMPLETE RESEARCH ON IT AND IS STILL DOING RESEARCH AS THE CHAPTERS CONTINUE⚠️

What Happens In The Dark by HJK_2023

Maya Bishop and Carina DeLuca first meet when the Fire Lt. spends a week giving Fire Safety talks at Carina's middle school, they are drawn to each other in undeniable ways, but there's just one problem... Carina is married. This story was originally published on AO3 and is complete so will be uploaded in chunks here to Wattpad.

Let Me Carry You (Carry You Home) by roar_gryffindor

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Broken People cover

Third Time's The Charm cover

Just me & you (G!P) cover

PLAYING WITH FIRE cover

The Scientist cover

Is it really worth it? cover

The Queen's Guard cover

Our Boy: A Marina Story cover

What Happens In The Dark cover

Let Me Carry You (Carry You Home) cover

Adopted by the Deluca-Bishop's cover

My Home - Marina cover

[ENGLISH VERSION] Back to You cover

Remembering You cover

Unravelling the Middle cover

1,000 Times cover

Maya's Next Adventure cover

Meet me in the Middle cover

I am home cover

Caught in the Middle cover

Broken People

Maya and Carina both have their own demons to fight, their pasts that haunt them. They love each other very much, but as their pasts bring up demons they both had buried very deep within their souls, they have to find a way to overcome these demons if they want to stay together. (no copyright intended, characters are owned by ABC, written with @BrittanyH18, cover made by me.)