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"I couldn't breathe. the smoke invaded my lungs while I suffocated. I felt like i was dying; it was a very pleasant feeling. after all, life is only a show that ends in... death. either now, or later. either alone, or accompanied by someone. either being killed or dying of old age. it will all eventually end."
TW : this book contains lgbtq+, slurs, substance use, murder, violence, mental illnesses, suicide, sexual abuse, sexual content, non-con sexual interactions, traumatic events, ptsd, mentions of religion, etc;
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