You wake up in a bathtub with no memory of the night before. You're dressed in only your underwear and a thin black crop-top. While rubbing your eyes, you look around. Your shorts are across the room, near the door. Pills and bottles are scattered on the floor.
'What the...' Your thought is cut short when you see a pregnancy test beside you, it's clearly yours. And it's positive. Groaning, you stand up slowly. You were already called a "slut", "bitch", and "whore" by the other Gladers and this certainly wasn't going to help your reputation. But, who's the father?
After staring at the test for a good five minutes, you throw it back into the tub and look at yourself in the mirror. Your makeup was heavy and smudged. Your hair was tangled, fizzed up, and messy. It hung onto your face and stood our in odd places. Your clothes trashy and admittedly, very slutty. 'Maybe they're right...maybe I am just a whore...'
Without thinking, you take off your shirt and throw it to the ground. You view your stomach sideways and sigh. 'A fat whore...I need to get thinner...'
With a cry of aggravation, you grabbed you razor and slid it across your wrist multiple times. Blood begins to bubble out. You didn't care. Mesmerized, almost moving like you were being controlled, you made your way to the toilet.
"A mate will love you and only you. No other can compare to you and he or she will treasure you above all and everything in the world," mommy says to me as she kissed my forehead.
I sighed dreamily. I can't wait till I find my mate. He'll be perfect and handsome and funny and smart and brave and beautiful and he'll love me... only ever me... and... and...
Present
This hurts so much. Seeing and hearing and knowing my mate, the one who's supposed to love me above all, me, only me is in love with somebody else.
I'd hate him if I could.
I'd reject him if I could... I wish I could.
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