die dunkelblaue nacht, blutige knie, und joints zwischen den vollen, rotgeschminkten lippen
denn in dieser nacht waren wir alles und wir waren nichts, denn von allen als nichts gesehen, vollendet uns
lio rannte durchgehend von zuhause weg, beklaute ihren reichen vater, und versprach sich, sich umzubringen, bevor sie 18 war.
ava lebte überall und nirgendwo, hatte keine zukunft und keine familie, und versprach sich, zu lernen wie man lebt.
über zwei personen, die am anfang wegfuhren, und eine person, die am ende alleine heimfuhr.
gxg//short story
Ella is falling apart trying to live a "perfect" high school life. Then she meets Ren, who can see past her scars. Suddenly perfection isn't her only option.
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Ella Volkov is a gifted music student, but she's depressed and starting to crack under the pressure of high school. Her overbearing father won't even let her choose what instrument she plays. Then she finds herself alone at a party with Ren, her best friend's crush. She'd always thought he was rude, but after that night he's all Ella can think about. Now she's trapped. If Ella dates Ren, it will ruin her friendship with Jenny. But if she stays true to Jenny, she's losing the one person who can see past her scars. It's up to Ella to decide if she will forge her own path, or stay in the "perfect" box designed for her...
Content and/or Trigger Warning: depression, anxiety, self-harm, violence, sexual assault.
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