This is my first one shot/fanfic so please be kind! I know I'm not the best and English isn't my main language so I tried my best to make everything clear. It may have some mistakes in it but like I said, I tried my best! It also contains a bug trigger warning for self harm and suicide. If you're not comfortable with that, don't read it. I don't want to trigger anyone. The reader is a female with the pronouns she/her but I might change her pronouns if I make a part 2 of this one shot. I still don't know where all of this happened, maybe between AOU and CW. The reader has been best friend with Wanda since AOU and they've become really close ever since. Wanda tries to help the reader rediscover the meaning of life.