Equally Ruined
EllaBaskoski
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  • Time 2h 48m
EllaBaskoski
Ongoing, First published Sep 11, 2021
Mature
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He's dark she's darker. Put a gun to eithers head and they'd laugh. No fear of death is present in their minds. 

Call them killers or criminals but really they're just survivors. Sometimes your born into the wrong world. And sometimes the only way out is death. 

Both broke and both scared to love will both mafia heirs be able to help eachother feel again. 

"What are you most afraid of?"

Simple answer "Myself"

Can they help eachother pick up the pieces of their broken selves.

"I'm yours. You have my heart. Please don't break it Elle."
So vulnerable yet the feeling of safeness fills me. He's the only one to give me that feeling in awhile.

"I promise not to break yours if you don't break mine amor."
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