Anew Spring

"Is being in love itself an answer or a question if you asked it to yourself?"

Am I already fallen for her? No how would I ? I didn't deserve to be in love once-once again with her, she never comes to me this time. Ye-yes why would she? She is so happy and she deserves to be happy too. I am okay alone here and I will be okay.
But why after years, destiny makes our path collide? Is this an answer to my unrequited love or a question mark, same as one I put before?

"Love" the most overrated and underrated feeling one can ever experience.
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I am for sure the most fortunate one to experience this once, that too with the most ethereal soul I ever meet in my life till. I still remember her smell and charm her eyes hold, she speaks honey and her anger is just like black bean noodles that makes me shed tears but I want to taste more and more. As perfect as rose, she knows when to blooms and when there is need of thorns.

She had some mystery in her eyes and I had curiosity to make her mine. Now it becomes my habit to recollect all her memories with me before bed. Now we live apart and I know she will never come back to me after what I had done to her. That's why,

I Byun Baekhyun, CEO of "WOLGWANG co. - a stage for budding artists" living alone in the apartment, with the space not less than any wedding hall along with all the aesthetical paintings and furniture of old regime witnessing the lonely night view of Han river sitting at the couch in my study, remembers Hayoon don't know maybe 100 times every day and shed tears of regret for letting go her hand when she needed me the most.

Will Byun Baekhyun ever be able to make things right or will his regret is for all over his life?
Or again this new spring comes with another question?