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How do I Explain?

Membaca 58
Suara 8
Bagian 9
Durasi 8m

Membaca 58
Suara 8
Bagian 9
Durasi 8m

Tw: trauma 
These are just little lines of some things that go through my head, I dont know how to explain everything I feel (hint the name) I post these for others to see they're not alone in being confused and trapped in the pastSeluruh Hak Cipta Dilindungi Undang-Undang

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