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How do I Explain?

Reads 58
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Reads 58
Votes 8
Parts 9
Time 8m

Tw: trauma 
These are just little lines of some things that go through my head, I dont know how to explain everything I feel (hint the name) I post these for others to see they're not alone in being confused and trapped in the pastAll Rights Reserved

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SACRED REJECT by Sowunmi16

THEY REJECTED ME and I BECAME SACRED. If only that night didn't come, maybe my family will love me again, maybe I won't see hate and disgust in my parents' eyes, maybe my brother and I will become inseparable again, maybe my sister won't become a bitch, maybe he and i will be together. SO MANY MAYBE'S Rosemoon pack , I loved it and now I hate it . My family is the beta's family. They loved me until I couldn't shift that night. Everyone left me . He left me, I thought parents loved their child regardless of anything, i thought mates are meant for each other, apparently mine didn't, MY PACK DIDN'T LOVE ME AT ALL. WARNING: Violence and blood is included. If you don't like bloody scene, you can skip the chapters but you might find information in those bloody chapters to understand the story more.

Powerful But Broken by florence-shade

COMPLETED **First book in the Powerful But Broken Trilogy** I am Braelynn, the punching bag of my pack. I have been wanting to find my mate to take me away from this hell hole, but I am losing hope after waiting for two years. I don't think I can handle the pain and suffering I endure anymore. I am done waiting. ----------------------- I am Riggs Lockhart, Alpha if the Gold Moon Pack and King of werewolves. I am 21 years old and I have been waiting to find my mate for five years with no luck. Little did I know, I was about to meet her under the worst possible circumstances. That is the day my life changed for the worst. This story speaks of rape, abuse, and suicide. Don't read if you will be offended. This story also contains strong language. Best Rankings Werewolf #29 Wolf #2 Abusivecontent #1 Weapons #1 Hurtful #1 Weak #4 Delta #5

Rejecting the Alpha by Vielle_

Kylie survived the brutal destruction of her pack only to discover her cold alpha mate was the one responsible for the brutal slaughter of her family and pack mates. She can't forgive and she won't forget. Kylie cooperates with his demands while she searches for a way to free the remaining survivors and herself. Success teaches her just how complicated mate bonds can be and gives her the chance to choose her own fate. "Screw the mate bond. If I went for his throat while he was driving in human form, I might be able to kill him right now, and if I didn't succeed, the resulting accident might. I leapt for the front seat, powerful jaw ready to rip out his throat as he had ripped out my family's to take my revenge. Without even taking his left hand off the wheel, he blocked me by getting his right forearm between my jaws. I bit down as hard as I could, wishing to break his bones and sever the limb. Worse, I felt the tingles of our first contact where violence had connected us. The iron of his blood mingled with the other scents around me." (This is a dark story, but not the stereotypical one where she falls in love with her captor. This is the story of escape from a toxic relationship and finding healthy love.) MATURE content including violence, dubious consent, intimacy, and mature and other possibility upsetting themes like threats of suicide and miscarriage. Not intended for the 18- crowd, sorry. #1 in Protective (10/23/21, 02/02/22) #1 in Pack (10/24/21)

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REJECTED WITH THE ALPHAS BABY by LauraCorrea798

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The Best Kept Secret! by writersosa

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The Forgotten Hale by kerryanne_033

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