Ruedelia's Repose
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MatureOngoing1h 16m
Last published Sun, Apr 3, 2022
We were complete opposites.
I was anxiety, dread, and fear; Chaos brought on by less than ideal past experiences and trauma-induced combative readiness.
Silas was freedom from oppressive thought and emotion; Harmony and tranquility. The eye of a storm.
He was a repose that I craved, and I knew I wouldn't stop until I had him.
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