The Red Room was her nightmare and she never ever wanted to talk about that again. She destroyed it by her own hand before she fled to find her own freedom. She did many things she could just to delete everything that she had ever done in the past. She wanted to look at the good side. White Widow was meant to be different than the Black Widow. ''My life is not what you probably think it has been, we have our struggle.'' [Captain America: The first Avenger-.....] *I do not own any Marvel characters*