Scars

My life has been pretty ruff. I've never really been happy. I was abused by my sister for years. Nothing good has never really happened to me. I have hoped that I'd be in a car wreck and die or either kill myself. I've been called bitch, hoe, slut, whore, and vamp girl. The reason being is that when I was young and very stupid I ran around and hissed at everyone thinking it was cool, little did I know they were going to bully me a few months later.
Then at the beginning of last year I ran into the woods, with a razor and attempted to slit my wrists. I was hospitalized and bullied there too. I have continued to cut myself ever since. The stupid thing is that they' re still surprised when I have cuts or scars on my wrist. I really hate my self for all the stupid shit I've done. Cutting is not one of them though. It's helped me through so much. MCR ( My Chemical Romance ) helped save me too. I was so tired of all the hatred and pain people were giving me. People say that when you cut that your losing a battle with your self. Well I say your winning because cutting yourself reminds you of that battle.
Please remember that no matter how much you think no-one loves you, I do. The people who cut themselves all stick together. I have so much respect for people who cut. So please, if you need help please email me or talk to me. I'm sorry for all the stuff that may have happened to you. Good-Bye.