"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever.
I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first.
But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting.
But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good.
I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this.
I love you,
Luke x."
~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries
Luke being arrested for the possession of drugs made Michael believe that he would never be surprised by his boyfriend's secrets ever again.
But the reality of it was, was that it was only the beginning of all the secrets and lies. Everything soon gets revealed out into the open for those involved to see.
Add the drug lords Ashton and Calum to the mix, and things start getting even messier.
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"If you loved me you wouldn't of lied to me."
"I lied to you because I love you."
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-Still posting one shots of the characters!-