"Hey, Ash. You don't remember me. I'm your boyfriend, Luke. We're in a band, with our best mates, Calum and Michael. You... uh, well you're suicidal. That's what got you in here. You tried to kill yourself. But you don't remember that either, do you? Huh, the doctor says you might never remember these things. Ever.
I miss the times where you were too shy to say,'I love you' unless I said it first.
But, I guess, in a way, this is a good thing. I might have lost you, but now you don't remember what you hate about yourself. In itself, that's good. Now I don't have to see you hurting.
But now, everybody has to see me hurting. I miss you so much, Ash, but I can't tell you that. It'd freak you out, and then, I'd have lost you for good.
I'm just going to have to hold on to the slight possibility that you'll remember me to get myself through this, Ash, because, otherwise, I don't think I'll be able to handle this.
I love you,
Luke x."
~Please read the first book first 'You Don't Hear My Cries
Luke Hemmings is fine, at least that's what he tells himself.
Ever since the band found out about Luke's boyfriend abusing him they are walking on eggshells around him. but Luke can handle it right? he's not a baby.
Michael Clifford, self proclaimed hater of everything Luke Hemmings. He thinks Luke is stuck up and a brat, but when an opportunity to help their favorite band find a new guitarist comes up, Michael and his friends cant really say no.
Will Michael continue to hate Luke, or will he learn that Luke just needs to be saved from himself?
Warnings: abuse(mentions of past),eating disorders(anorexia), self harm
(Credit to all original owners of any pictures or songs used.)