Saudade
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Last published Tue, Sep 14, 2021
saudade
[ soh-dah-duh ]
a deep emotional state of melancholic longing for a person or thing that is absent
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What happens when he can't let go even after 2 years?...
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Xavier used to be a man who traveled the world, tried new things and got along with everyone. That was until his wife Josie died suddenly in a freak plane accident on her way home from a business trip. Now, Xavier is just a shell of a man who barely eats, sleeps a lot and gives a lower than average performance of skill at work. He has been this way for 2 years and everyone who knows him has gave up on trying to help. Kinda. His coworker / neighbor Cecilia is the one person who hasn't gave up on him and swears she won't. He thinks she's just being friendly, but comes to find out soon that's not why she stays.
Started: 9/14/21
Ended: ?/?/?
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