Coming from someone with a big heart and a gentle soul, I tend to make more mistakes than I would like. Take this as advice and learn from some of them, I wished I had someone to learn from. People make mistakes, I feel like I make more than most because of my impulsiveness. At the end of the day, this ends up breaking me. I just hope one day I'll get the pieces back together. I hope you can take this and do something useful with it.