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Help Me To Heal

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Bucky laughed and nodded, just then Lexie remembered what Bucky had said earlier "Buck, for what it's worth.. if you did go and something happened and you didn't come back.." she looked sheepishly down at her hands "I'd miss you"

Alexandria Jennings has to learn to adjust and cope when her boyfriend of 5 years leaves, but thankfully Bucky Barnes, the former Winter Soldier is there to pick up the pieces of her broken heart and help her to heal. But will she ever open herself up to love again, will she ever let her new found friendship with Bucky becoming anything more? Bucky sure as shit hopes so. 

**With the exception of my OC Alexandria Jennings all characters are owned my Marvel**All Rights Reserved

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GHOSTED: The Night We Met by GhostinyourHead

{Bucky Barnes X Reader} Bucky Barnes has come a long way since being deprogrammed from Hydra. After some time on his own he finally joined Steve and the Avengers in New York. But what happens when a ghost, whose name he only a screams in his dreams, suddenly emerges? Will his head and heart be able to take it? Will yours? ***Mature Contents***

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Part One of the "No Tricks" Trilogy. Sergeant James Buchanan "Bucky" Barnes AKA The Winter Soldier doesn't remember much of his past. You are a former SHIELD intelligence analyst with a troubled past who seeks to help him uncover it. What you don't expect is to fall in love along the way. (Bucky Barnes x Reader). Setting: After CA:TWS until/during/after CA:CW - 2014 - 2016. NOTE: As the events of this book take place over two years, there will be multiple time skips/jumps in order for the story to progress without getting boring or repetitive. Just a heads up if that's not your jam. My OC belongs to me, anything associated with Marvel doesn't; I just use them as my playthings. NOTE: This story is for people 18+. There are mature themes explored in this story including but not limited to: suicide, violence, trauma, and graphic sex. There are warnings above each chapter, but just forewarning you. If you are under 18+, I'd suggest you find something else to read: 1) I don't want to corrupt you. 2) I don't need angry parents/guardians coming for me. But ultimately I can't stop you if you do decide to read this story.

"Your Majesty" | Bucky x Reader by _Anuska_

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*slowburn* Y/n Barnes, adoptive sister. Captured along with the 107th in the 40s Y/n is still alive thanks to the serum and Hydra. Now living with her brother she is introduced to Sam Wilson and her skills are needed to help fight the Flag Smashers. While they are fighting a battle against Karli Morgenthau Y/n is fighting her own battle. Battling with her emotions over her brother's partner. This story is based off TFATWS the story will not follow EXACTLY what happened dialogue and other things will be different but I will stick to the main timeline and events. Enjoy

Soul Stealer ~ (A Bucky Barnes Love Story) by KealaLeilani

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Bucky Barnes Imagines by LadyVillainous

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[Quiet in the Chaos] by ijustlikereading21

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Melatonin- Bucky X OC Love Story by Lewnaaa

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↳ 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘳𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘴 - B.BARNES • 1 • by wcndascharm

❝ what, you can't handle the ideological aspect of sex? get over yourself, I know you want to f- ❞ ❝ lila. ❞ ❝ -uck me? ❞ 「"if you love someone or something so much you need to prepare to set it free."」 || not everything's cracked up to be. you can fall in love, but at what cost? || COMPLETED: JAN 29, 2022 *I WROTE THIS WHEN I WAS 13/14. PLEASE IGNORE THE LACK OF PLOT LMFAO* •bucky barnes x oc •language warning •slowburn (ish?) •enemies to lovers troupe •this book is set in captain america: civil war ---| disclaimer: all rights go to marvel. all i own is lila and her family and friends. |---

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