Le journal de Zila (TDI)
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Last published Tue, Aug 30, 2022
"Zila, c'est le nom de notre corps. Ceci est notre journal, on y raconte notre vie, ce qu'on ressens, nos pensées, tout."
Sous forme de journal vous découvrirez les différents alters, tous différents et uniques.
Ce livre traite de sujet sensible tel que le TDI qui est le trouble dissociatif de l'identité (trouble mental), la dépression et les traumatismes.
/!\ Ce livre est une fiction merci de le considérer ainsi. Les noms, caractères, lieux, événements ou incidents sont les produits de mon imagination utilisés de manière fictive. Toute ressemblance avec des personnages réels, vivants ou morts, serait totalement fortuite. /!\
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