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PHOBOPHOBIA

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Reads 128
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Parts 13
Time 1h 22m

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Phobophobia -
an extreme fear of being afraid


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Hazel felt so alone. It felt almost intoxicating, choking her out from the inside and burning her skin like a warm whisper.
Despite all this, she wanted to be alone. Hazel knew that if she gained, she would lose equal. She just wanted to live on a private island, on a boat at sea, in the middle of Antarctica; away from those who deceive.

How would she know? 
How would she know that the first time she showed true kindness, someone came and coerced her for more. They were completely annihilating her; their arms were wrapped around her neck before tricking her into a motherly grace.

She was misfortunate. 
She was unloved.
-but she was never alone... and that's the thing she hated the most.

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isolation by jamesBond758

this story is about a scientist in Antarctica slowly losing his sanity I can feel the corners of my lips tug upwards and before I know it, I'm cackling. My laughter rings through the empty room, bouncing off the walls as I double over in hysterics. Despite the dire situation, I can't seem to stop. With each passing second, my giggles become more uncontrollable, more manic. As I catch my breath, I try to reassure myself. "Everything will be fine," I tell myself, punctuating my sentence with another bout of laughter. "Because, because!" I repeat, and my voice breaks into another round of giggles. But soon, my mirth turns to misery as my laughter becomes sobs. I collapse on my hands and knees, tears streaming down my face until they blur my vision. The tears burn my skin, adding to my anguish. I can't even cry in peace, can't even surrender to my despair without feeling physical pain. "Oh god, I ruin everything Johnny- I'm sorry!" I cry out, my voice cracking. "I'm supposed to keep care of you and I'm sorry! I'm so sorry Johnny!" I scream, pounding my fists on the cold, hard floor in frustration. It's no use. Nothing can save me. I feel my tears freezing on my face and I quickly dry them with the back of my hand. I crawl over to the fire, seeking warmth and comfort. But there's no comfort to be found.

Shadows of Love: Healed by authorsalacia

Hazel Gray, known for her studies and beauty. After a destructive incident, she becomes afflicted with philophobia, a fear of love. On the other hand, Evyn Viotto, a popular, handsome and owns numerous companies, in simple a charismatic CEO with arrogance. However, for Hazel, falling in love is akin to a crime, and it seems like fate is turning their love story into a disaster larger than the waves of a tsunami, fiercer than lightning, and more dangerous than a tornado. Will our CEO be able to protect himself and his love from Hazel's Mafia brother, Magnus Gray? And even worse, will she accept his love? 'His light, her shade.' Hazel Gray "I am not used to these things, I can't give anyone any opportunity of me." I exclaimed. I know things will be worse if it goes like this and longest traumatic experience never leaves me. "There are things which you can't buy, manners, patience, life , death and... me. You can never buy me."I said in a sad yet strict tone because that's true. I can't be more logical than emotional enough in this matter, I am scared that his life will be ruined because of me, my family has the biggest influence in the world but yet it failed to be alive, how come he's gonna do that. Evyn Viotto I am always busy with my own thing, love never had space in my heart or in brain. I had enough drama from my family, but when I am tired of it, she's there for me, I want to be with her too but forever. She doesn't talk much but her few words express everything, "Hazel, I am sorry. I am so sorry but remember be it your brother or your own self, you can't ignore the fact the I love you and I always will. I will fight against the whole world if have to. I am not gonna leave you." " I won't buy you Ms. Hazel Gray, I will earn you." ----------------------

Until death by pigpigpig12345

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isolation

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