Heart of Steel

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I build walls around my heart and lock all my doors and wonder why nobody ever saves me.

Is it right to push people away who just wants to prove themselves because I want to veer away from potential heartache? Is it right not to take risks and just stay inside my bubble which is reaaaally boring but surely, out of trouble?

I feel so safe but lonely. I feel fine but I'm not really okay. I'm not hurt but I'm not happy either. 

Is it really worth it? Do I seriously think I deserve this?All Rights Reserved

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