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Bucky Barnes X Y/n: I hate you, I love you

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Her hands bore the scars of violence, and her eyes were dull and glassy, reflecting a lost luster and a soul yearning for release from life's burdens.

I encountered evil in my childhood.

Trapped in a life she never chose, Y/n is the niece of Alexander Pierce. As the years unfold, she finds herself stripped of her choices, her autonomy, and anything that might lead her to happiness. After enduring significant memory loss and witnessing events that challenge her moral compass, she realizes she must escape and warn someone about Hydra's sinister plans. 

When she joins Coulson's team, she meets Bucky Barnes-a man she quickly grows to resent, as it becomes apparent that he feels the same way about her.

Book Quote: "You shouldn't even be here... you don't belong here or anywhere else for that matter."All Rights Reserved

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