Gon hid his sadness under smiles and cheerfulness. Under a sweet and calm personality. But he wasn't. no, he hadn't been happy for years. He was for a short while after Killua left, but as more and more time passed he realized that Killua probably wasn't coming back. He wouldn't have waited so long. If he could find me, he would. Two years passed, he never realized how much he loved his best friend until he was gone. Right before he left, Killua had taught him how to pretend. He wouldn't let the others see him cry, he'd do it alone when there was nobody around. They all thought that they knew him, but they didn't. Not the real him. Gon had to change his appearance and his name, got himself a woman who looked like him. Inko was her name, she was his new mother. I miss aunt mito. He had tried looking, but nothing in this place was familiar. He was completely secluded from everyone and everything he'd never known.